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Feb 04, 2008 13:32

I'm not sure what's up w/ me today and lately.

Today, specifically, I feel super shitty.   I can't shake it and don't know of a good reason.   I had a spectacular, though busy, weekend - went to Bellingham Fri night to go snowboarding at Baker on Sat, back to Tacoma to stay w/ my friend Jamie (KIWI) and his gf, watched the game yesterday and was surrounded by good people and good food.  It was great.  Then I woke this morning feeling shitty.  I'm going back to Tacoma tonight to go to Crystal Mt tomorrow.  It's going to be fantastic - riding the old home mt w/ my snowboarding soul mate.

This is him:




This is us:




See?  We were having a great time.  Even this fish at the surprisingly delicious strip mall sushi restaurant in Bellingham had a ball:




So what's wrong w/ me now???

I don't know.   I have some idea though.

Lately - I feel pretty antisocial.  Or maybe I'm using my social capital w/o discern.  There are people I should hang out with or talk to that who I've kept waiting a long time and just haven't been able to muster up the will.  I feel bad.  But also feel like just don't have the energy.

January sucked.  I hoped Feb would be better.  Up until today, it has.

Ahh - whatever.
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