I'm not sure what's up w/ me today and lately.
Today, specifically, I feel super shitty. I can't shake it and don't know of a good reason. I had a spectacular, though busy, weekend - went to Bellingham Fri night to go snowboarding at Baker on Sat, back to Tacoma to stay w/ my friend Jamie (KIWI) and his gf, watched the game yesterday and was surrounded by good people and good food. It was great. Then I woke this morning feeling shitty. I'm going back to Tacoma tonight to go to Crystal Mt tomorrow. It's going to be fantastic - riding the old home mt w/ my snowboarding soul mate.
This is him:
This is us:
See? We were having a great time. Even this fish at the surprisingly delicious strip mall sushi restaurant in Bellingham had a ball:
So what's wrong w/ me now???
I don't know. I have some idea though.
Lately - I feel pretty antisocial. Or maybe I'm using my social capital w/o discern. There are people I should hang out with or talk to that who I've kept waiting a long time and just haven't been able to muster up the will. I feel bad. But also feel like just don't have the energy.
January sucked. I hoped Feb would be better. Up until today, it has.
Ahh - whatever.