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The last week or so has been somewhat brutal. A lot is going on internally. I would almost classify myself as 'in crisis' but that seems too short term/quickly resolved (for better or worse) - this is more... I don't know. Long term. Potentially. It's not often that I do a completely private post, but my cursor is hovering over the 'private' designator even as I type - seemingly w/ a mind of its own.. seeming to know me better than I do or at least quicker to be honest. That damned cursor. I have other places for such things.
I feel like I've reached a point in my life that I've feared for a long time. Maybe it's a Y, maybe it's an X, in the road... but it's something that requires something of me I'm not sure I possess.
and I can't type anymore.
I feel like I've reached a point in my life that I've feared for a long time. Maybe it's a Y, maybe it's an X, in the road... but it's something that requires something of me I'm not sure I possess.
and I can't type anymore.