but you're the apple of my eye anyway.
So for some reason I feel the need to spill my guts via this stupid LJ.
I like having a bf, but honestly, sometimes it just isn't worth it.
I end up feeling dumb, degraded, and just plain sad.
I feel like I might just need space or something.
We have a great time together and we are always cracking jokes and laughing.
But nooo, that isn't enough.
For some reason I have to explain my views on social issues and then get yelled at for them.
And he wonders why I never talk about them...you make me feel dumb, thats why.
Then the whole religion thing is just over my head.
I have never been a religious person and I'm thrown into this whole different world.
Yeah he is religious, but he doesn't even follow what he preaches, so what's the point.
If we ever break up I'm sure it will be because of religion...
Boys...who needs em.
Honestly, jeeez.
I like having a bf, but honestly, sometimes it just isn't worth it.
I end up feeling dumb, degraded, and just plain sad.
I feel like I might just need space or something.
We have a great time together and we are always cracking jokes and laughing.
But nooo, that isn't enough.
For some reason I have to explain my views on social issues and then get yelled at for them.
And he wonders why I never talk about them...you make me feel dumb, thats why.
Then the whole religion thing is just over my head.
I have never been a religious person and I'm thrown into this whole different world.
Yeah he is religious, but he doesn't even follow what he preaches, so what's the point.
If we ever break up I'm sure it will be because of religion...
Boys...who needs em.
Honestly, jeeez.