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Oct 27, 2005 13:07

last night was gay i had to fuckin walk home from nicks house to tonys it was pretty stupid besides matt and me were fuckin with ppls houses and shit it was so funny

shay <33333

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shay_tha_effer October 16 2004, 08:17:33 UTC
i love you patrick

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pat_da_rat October 16 2004, 12:01:44 UTC
shay i love u so much... i wanna be with u so bad and i love u and no i dont want to be with anyone else i want to be with u forever and i dont want u to think that i used as a lifeboat/lifejacket shay.. i would do anythin for u and i will wait until ur ready...ive already figured out that i want to be with u forever and i hope dont think im just sayiin this just to get back with cause i mean every word....that stuff u just wrote made me cry cause now i think about it im sucha bad person and i odnt noe how u put up with me and im sorry and im goin to change and its only for u!!!! shay u mean the world to me when im not with u im noone....

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shay_tha_effer October 16 2004, 12:19:48 UTC
i didnt want to make you cry .. i just want you to think about it ya know?.. i love you soo much . i really do and now i am getting all choked up about it ..cuz i feel like i am hurting you by wanting to wait but i just want you to be sure pat ..even though you say you are sure but i dont want it to change like the last times. patrick forever is a long time ..and dont think im saying that for me .. im syaing it for you . you dont know if you will love me forever .. i pray that you do but you dont ever know.i love you so much words cant even explain i just dont wanna get hurt again ..<33333333333

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pat_da_rat October 16 2004, 12:28:20 UTC
shay do u thikn i would do all this and then fuck up again shay i want to be with so bad and idk...its ok that it made me cry it just made me think about it even more...it made me want to be with u even more..shay i love u and i wish we lay somewere and i coudl just hold u forever and forever.... like the one time at lances besides me gettin sick and everythin lol

i love u so much <3333

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shay_tha_effer October 16 2004, 12:33:37 UTC
i love you too and i wish that too ... lol.. and the crabs <3333

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pat_da_rat October 16 2004, 14:22:09 UTC
haha i will never forget the night <3333

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pimpsuphoesdown October 16 2004, 20:58:12 UTC
hahaha that was a fun night ??

<3

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shay_tha_effer October 17 2004, 11:09:29 UTC
me neither <33 .. i loved falling asleep and waking up next to you <3

i love you

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pat_da_rat October 18 2004, 00:17:18 UTC
i feel like the king of the world when u r in my arms...shay i love u so much and im so happy when im with u...i hope we never spilt up ever again...

i didnt tell u this but everynight when we werent together i cryed cause u were the only person i thought about and i wanted to be with u so bad but i couldnt cause i fucked up like always..i just thougth i would tell u that

i loveu so much <3333

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shay_tha_effer October 18 2004, 12:11:34 UTC
aww pat i love you so freekin much ..

yeah, i cried alot too .. im sorry that i made you cry =( .. i love you sooo much ..and i really really really hope that this doesnt turn out like the last 2 x =\ .. i love you. .. like seriously .. when your arms are around me im sooooo happy and when you kiss me i get like the biggest feeling in me ..lol.. you make me nervous,and shake and you make my hands sweat(ew..jk).. but i think thats a good thing =) ..lol =P

<33333+3333333333 i love you.

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pat_da_rat October 22 2004, 07:54:28 UTC
im so happy were back together except for the fact u dont have time for me i cant wait till next week so i can see <3333

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