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it's been a while...lots of things have happened since last time...most everything is going really well in my life at this point. it's almost christmastime, i can't hardly wait. tuesday was the sadd luncheon, all you sadd people that didn't come...shame on you. lol. wednesday was church, it was good, we went to the place we always end up going to...ruby tuesdays...i swear i have eaten there probably a bazillion times in the past year.
i have learned...that in life, some things...we don't ever understand...im not sure if some things are always meant to be understood, if we don't ever know why something never happens...we begin to wonder what we have done, or what we should have done different in the past. this is especially true with relationships...whether it be a friendship relationship, or a romantic relationship. but no matter what happens...we need to pick ourself up, and try to do the best we can because you can't dwell on the past. really the point...tell people how you feel, if you don't...they won't ever know what you have been thinking. sometimes when you tell...it backfires...and goes really crazy...but it's still better to have said that...and both people have a clear understanding than for one person to be in the dark. it's happened to me over the past week, and in someways i feel that a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders...and in some ways...i feel the worst now...than i ever have in my whole life.
i hope i did the right thing...
ps - thanks for the scarf kendall...i love it
i have learned...that in life, some things...we don't ever understand...im not sure if some things are always meant to be understood, if we don't ever know why something never happens...we begin to wonder what we have done, or what we should have done different in the past. this is especially true with relationships...whether it be a friendship relationship, or a romantic relationship. but no matter what happens...we need to pick ourself up, and try to do the best we can because you can't dwell on the past. really the point...tell people how you feel, if you don't...they won't ever know what you have been thinking. sometimes when you tell...it backfires...and goes really crazy...but it's still better to have said that...and both people have a clear understanding than for one person to be in the dark. it's happened to me over the past week, and in someways i feel that a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders...and in some ways...i feel the worst now...than i ever have in my whole life.
i hope i did the right thing...
ps - thanks for the scarf kendall...i love it