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I don't know why me and Lauren haven't been talking but honestly I could care less about now. If I was to move to either Connecticut or South Carolina with my cousin I would be happier than I ever was or could have been her in this shithole of a town. All the girls here are drug addicts, drunks, drug addicts and drunks, spoiled, snobs, gross, or just annoying.
Yesterday I couldn't tell ya what i did, cause I don't remember.
Today I went with my mom and sister to Farmington, Connecticut to watch basektball games of my mom and sisters friend play and whatever. That game was horrible but then there was a game in the other gym that was much better, and they had a good looking girl I regret not talking to at the end. I only didn't cause we left with .09 seconds left on the clock and her team was losing. I wish I had gone to South Carolina but my brother had to be an ass and say that he didn't want me to go and my parents always either take his side or my sisters, but when its the two of them its always my sisters side, I always get pushed aside basically.
I know my mom is probably gonna read this but I could care less, its about time she found out how I really feel most of the time. But for some reason (I'm guessing cause I wasn't able to go down South) but shes been acting all nice. I have to find a job somewhere, anywhere cause i need $$$$$$$$$$. I am sick of having my parents pay for everything for me. I know, why would anyone want to pay for everything of their own and not have some1 else buy it for them. But thats not how I am. I wish they would understand that and didn't have boughten me a car but on the other hand I am glad. But i also wish they would have consulted with me so that I would of had a say in what kind of car I wanted. I like the car I have don't get me wrong, but I wanted something else.
I'm getting sick of just sitting around my house all day and not doing anything. So if you want to do something gimme a call.
Yesterday I couldn't tell ya what i did, cause I don't remember.
Today I went with my mom and sister to Farmington, Connecticut to watch basektball games of my mom and sisters friend play and whatever. That game was horrible but then there was a game in the other gym that was much better, and they had a good looking girl I regret not talking to at the end. I only didn't cause we left with .09 seconds left on the clock and her team was losing. I wish I had gone to South Carolina but my brother had to be an ass and say that he didn't want me to go and my parents always either take his side or my sisters, but when its the two of them its always my sisters side, I always get pushed aside basically.
I know my mom is probably gonna read this but I could care less, its about time she found out how I really feel most of the time. But for some reason (I'm guessing cause I wasn't able to go down South) but shes been acting all nice. I have to find a job somewhere, anywhere cause i need $$$$$$$$$$. I am sick of having my parents pay for everything for me. I know, why would anyone want to pay for everything of their own and not have some1 else buy it for them. But thats not how I am. I wish they would understand that and didn't have boughten me a car but on the other hand I am glad. But i also wish they would have consulted with me so that I would of had a say in what kind of car I wanted. I like the car I have don't get me wrong, but I wanted something else.
I'm getting sick of just sitting around my house all day and not doing anything. So if you want to do something gimme a call.