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When a tree falls in the forest, and noone's around to here it, do the squirrels still grab their nuts and run?
I noticed I haven't looked at the sky much lately. I noticed that "the sky" takes credit for alot of the magnificance of the clouds. I never noticed this really till the other day when i was goin to jarons house. I looked up and the clouds all seemed to gather in one place, a huge place, but just one place. They weren't blamketed at all, they were layered. They all seemed to exband and contract at the same time, the whites, the greys, and even the blacks in the distance. it was kind of indiscribable, they way they all just seemed to come together, all different shapes, sizes, colors, frequencies; it was like they were just meant to be their...like they were just there to be there. There was a sort of co dependance between them, that of course wasn't needed because they are clouds, but it was all so magnificent and beautiful, i just kind of stared...now, if you think that might be impressing, you do not know the meaning of the word spectacular, unless you've seen what I saw coming back from Jaron's house...again, a clouds thing. This time, it was at least 10 times better than last. There was a base color of dark blue, a shining saphire, a navy blue ahead in the fore ground, then there was a layer of lighter suttle change in blue, the white. Then it all started to spin, everything. It seemed as though the vortex would envelope eerything and devoure it. As this happened, the sky as it went back, darkened untill it was black, then faded into a shady garnet. As we continued it all got darker and more sinister, till finally the whole sky was black, without a single star. I guess this just shows how beautiful God's creation can be.
I've been feeling awkward lately. Things don't seem to fit, it's like I don't really belong here, like I should be somewhere else. Reality doesn't seem to be itself. Time seems to fly as it crawls along at near speeds of nothing, and I feel like I'm not doing enough, like I'm never in the right, like I should be somewhere else doing something else at all times. The only time I felt in the right place at the right time is today when my dad and I worshipped at practice today. I haven't been able to concentrate much, everything's kinda slipping.
I wanna see ma buddaaayyyyy, i misses her much. If i dun see her ima explode! i dunno how I got on before I met her. She is truely an amazing person, I can't really describe what she brings out in me, I'm just kinda drawn to her...I guess.
Sorry to cut it off here with unfinished thoughts, that's kinda how I'm workin right now, I'll get back to you later.
peace
I noticed I haven't looked at the sky much lately. I noticed that "the sky" takes credit for alot of the magnificance of the clouds. I never noticed this really till the other day when i was goin to jarons house. I looked up and the clouds all seemed to gather in one place, a huge place, but just one place. They weren't blamketed at all, they were layered. They all seemed to exband and contract at the same time, the whites, the greys, and even the blacks in the distance. it was kind of indiscribable, they way they all just seemed to come together, all different shapes, sizes, colors, frequencies; it was like they were just meant to be their...like they were just there to be there. There was a sort of co dependance between them, that of course wasn't needed because they are clouds, but it was all so magnificent and beautiful, i just kind of stared...now, if you think that might be impressing, you do not know the meaning of the word spectacular, unless you've seen what I saw coming back from Jaron's house...again, a clouds thing. This time, it was at least 10 times better than last. There was a base color of dark blue, a shining saphire, a navy blue ahead in the fore ground, then there was a layer of lighter suttle change in blue, the white. Then it all started to spin, everything. It seemed as though the vortex would envelope eerything and devoure it. As this happened, the sky as it went back, darkened untill it was black, then faded into a shady garnet. As we continued it all got darker and more sinister, till finally the whole sky was black, without a single star. I guess this just shows how beautiful God's creation can be.
I've been feeling awkward lately. Things don't seem to fit, it's like I don't really belong here, like I should be somewhere else. Reality doesn't seem to be itself. Time seems to fly as it crawls along at near speeds of nothing, and I feel like I'm not doing enough, like I'm never in the right, like I should be somewhere else doing something else at all times. The only time I felt in the right place at the right time is today when my dad and I worshipped at practice today. I haven't been able to concentrate much, everything's kinda slipping.
I wanna see ma buddaaayyyyy, i misses her much. If i dun see her ima explode! i dunno how I got on before I met her. She is truely an amazing person, I can't really describe what she brings out in me, I'm just kinda drawn to her...I guess.
Sorry to cut it off here with unfinished thoughts, that's kinda how I'm workin right now, I'll get back to you later.
peace