good greif
So I realized that I've been using my xanga as a form of ventilation. Not actually updating myself on the good things in my life. I used to live with a group of truly amazing ladies, that always had an ear open. It allows a person to discuss their thoughts to an unbiased person. Here, a year later, I still haven't found a group of noteworthy gals. It did take me 23 years to find the last group, so I shouldn't be worried. I have a feeling things are changing as we speak.
Trust me I have alot of good girlfriends, no doubt about that. I just kinda miss the pack- so to speak. There are a bunch of girls that I completely adore on the Steel City Derby Demons. I'm so stoked to strengthen our friendships. It's the best thing that has ever happened to me since I moved here. I'm so thankful that I'm on the league. I don't know what I'd be doing without them. Tonight I have to go skills test with the next batch of skaters. I'm thrilled really because I'll be testing with Pam, Stefani, and Lindsay. Awesome girls. Then tomorrow I'm going to nominate myself for team captain at the league meeting. Then practice tuesday and wednesday.There are a lot of girls in the league riding on an ego trip, the way they talk about some of the the other skaters is truly disheartening. I don't think they understand good moral attitude.
Jeff took us out to dinner friday night. Delicious indian food. Then to a rollerskating party. Then to the brillo box for a beer. THEN to my fellow skaters house for a little social gathering. He got hammered even though I asked him not to, I doubt some of the girls will ever invite us out again... ahahha. Who needs'em right? He told me that my ear tasted like candy and then started to pass out while we were having sex. So I gave up, he went and puked, I went up to my room and slept alone. He came up and asked me why I came up to my room, and I said "because you're drunk and puking." I'm not angry about it, just bummed out because the night started so good. heh.
I'm really hungry, I've been eating nothing but shit. My pumpkin pancakes turned out awful, jeff's sweet n sour tempeh was a disgrace. We ended up eating shit burgers, breaded shit sticks, and shit perogies. Then this morning our eggs tasted like shit. So, I'm completely starving now for succulent delicious something other than shit. Althought we did make some kickass brownies and pumpkin pie the other day!
I'll be heading home before or by october 20th for all that are interested.
Trust me I have alot of good girlfriends, no doubt about that. I just kinda miss the pack- so to speak. There are a bunch of girls that I completely adore on the Steel City Derby Demons. I'm so stoked to strengthen our friendships. It's the best thing that has ever happened to me since I moved here. I'm so thankful that I'm on the league. I don't know what I'd be doing without them. Tonight I have to go skills test with the next batch of skaters. I'm thrilled really because I'll be testing with Pam, Stefani, and Lindsay. Awesome girls. Then tomorrow I'm going to nominate myself for team captain at the league meeting. Then practice tuesday and wednesday.There are a lot of girls in the league riding on an ego trip, the way they talk about some of the the other skaters is truly disheartening. I don't think they understand good moral attitude.
Jeff took us out to dinner friday night. Delicious indian food. Then to a rollerskating party. Then to the brillo box for a beer. THEN to my fellow skaters house for a little social gathering. He got hammered even though I asked him not to, I doubt some of the girls will ever invite us out again... ahahha. Who needs'em right? He told me that my ear tasted like candy and then started to pass out while we were having sex. So I gave up, he went and puked, I went up to my room and slept alone. He came up and asked me why I came up to my room, and I said "because you're drunk and puking." I'm not angry about it, just bummed out because the night started so good. heh.
I'm really hungry, I've been eating nothing but shit. My pumpkin pancakes turned out awful, jeff's sweet n sour tempeh was a disgrace. We ended up eating shit burgers, breaded shit sticks, and shit perogies. Then this morning our eggs tasted like shit. So, I'm completely starving now for succulent delicious something other than shit. Althought we did make some kickass brownies and pumpkin pie the other day!
I'll be heading home before or by october 20th for all that are interested.