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[pastiche]

I had a thought. Didn't hurt myself too much *g* I think as I write new songs I might post them here as another way to prove copywrite. Here's one I wrote yesterday.

Not Enough

I have a habit and a habit is hard to break
I sat in front of myself last night, unblinking disappointment
Not enough, not enough
A thousand ways to leave I've found
And used them all, not enough, not enough

(Ch)
And what do I say?
That I never loved anyone in anyway?
Not enough, I knew, I know, I knew
That I'd leave and walk away
Just a habit and it's so hard to break

Humility, humiliation is not hard to feel these days
The hardest thing in the world is learning to love enough to stay
I have a habit and it's a habit I want break
I have a habit and it's a habit I want break

(Ch)

That's way I'm always home at Christmas (never guilty, I never miss)
That's why I'm always here when you need me (I wish you didn't need me)
It makes me sad to think anyone ever loved me, because in my head
I've already left, I've already left

(Ch) x2

I have a habit and it's a habit I want break
I have a habit and it's a habit I want break