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Tamaki and Hitomi are so cute. Winry too. I know such cute people.
Everyone already knows Yuki falls into that category of cuteness. It's like... a default.
No, I don't know what my point is.
Still thinking of a name for the kitten. It has to be something cool.
I think I just made things more confusing and difficult.
I don't know what I'm doing. Is it her I really want, or just the attention and affection she's giving me? I don't know. I really don't.
I still really want Rin. Doesn't matter that I know this is probably better for us. To be with one person our entire life... that's not very realistic. It does happen for some people, but not for the majority. Life is not like a fairy tale, as much as we like to think it is. You don't just find that one person and live happily ever after. I know this is gonna be good for Rin, too. I know there is someone out there who is better for her. Someone who is better and stronger than me. Someone who probably has less issues and... a better temper when it comes to being angered. Someone who really will be able to be there for her all the time. Someone who isn't going to get lost going to anywhere and everywhere. I know that's what she needs.
I know what I need, too. It took a lot of thinking, but I know what I need now. I had to remind myself that I have needs too. I need someone to be there for me, and someone who won't be afraid of consequences while being with me. Someone who won't leave me every time they get scared. Someone who will risk anything to be with me. Someone who will let me be affectionate in public.
This brings me back to my question, because I don't know if I'm ready for another relationship right now. I love my friends dearly, but I still can't help but to feel lonely not having what I used to have. I don't know if it's okay to be like this with her, but she doesn't seem to mind it. She says she wants to be with me. She said she will wait for me until I am ready to be in a relationship again. She said she wants me to be happy, and she wants to help me. She said if being with her will help me feel better and move on, she will let me, because she wants it too.
I guess I'll just have to wait it out some more. We shouldn't rush into things. I already did that with Rin. I don't want to do it again.
Everyone already knows Yuki falls into that category of cuteness. It's like... a default.
No, I don't know what my point is.
Still thinking of a name for the kitten. It has to be something cool.
I think I just made things more confusing and difficult.
I don't know what I'm doing. Is it her I really want, or just the attention and affection she's giving me? I don't know. I really don't.
I still really want Rin. Doesn't matter that I know this is probably better for us. To be with one person our entire life... that's not very realistic. It does happen for some people, but not for the majority. Life is not like a fairy tale, as much as we like to think it is. You don't just find that one person and live happily ever after. I know this is gonna be good for Rin, too. I know there is someone out there who is better for her. Someone who is better and stronger than me. Someone who probably has less issues and... a better temper when it comes to being angered. Someone who really will be able to be there for her all the time. Someone who isn't going to get lost going to anywhere and everywhere. I know that's what she needs.
I know what I need, too. It took a lot of thinking, but I know what I need now. I had to remind myself that I have needs too. I need someone to be there for me, and someone who won't be afraid of consequences while being with me. Someone who won't leave me every time they get scared. Someone who will risk anything to be with me. Someone who will let me be affectionate in public.
This brings me back to my question, because I don't know if I'm ready for another relationship right now. I love my friends dearly, but I still can't help but to feel lonely not having what I used to have. I don't know if it's okay to be like this with her, but she doesn't seem to mind it. She says she wants to be with me. She said she will wait for me until I am ready to be in a relationship again. She said she wants me to be happy, and she wants to help me. She said if being with her will help me feel better and move on, she will let me, because she wants it too.
I guess I'll just have to wait it out some more. We shouldn't rush into things. I already did that with Rin. I don't want to do it again.