i didnt come from circumstances, i made my own.
quite simply said, Ive got Problems.
not with money, or jobs, or living situations, although everything isnt rosy there, but most importantly with myself. I lie to myself constantly. I overbudget slacking time, underbudget work time, spend time endlessly on the internet, drink too much coffee, etc etc etc. I show up late by ten minutes to two or four day jobs regularly because of this, I over sleep (although im much better about this than used to be) im highly unproductive at home, and well, im wasting my life.
this year, I decided to do new years resolutions on the 'groundhog day system', which someone on the internet invented; the groundhog day system starts your new year on groundhogs day, after your weight and sleep schedules have stabilized from decembers' revelry. In addition, you revisit your goals every month on the repetition date (03/03, 04/04, 05/05 etc)
well, we're just past 03/03, and oh, im so falling behind. never mind what my goals WERE, i think my new newyears resolution needs to be
STOP LYING TO YOURSELF. (i still will lie to you all just as often as always) because, really, I do know when im fudging the truth.
this starts with this weeks goals; because im temping, I dont know whether i need to make a long day or a short day goal for each day... so ive made both up till wendsday. lets see how this works, and maybe youll see some art around here for once.
not with money, or jobs, or living situations, although everything isnt rosy there, but most importantly with myself. I lie to myself constantly. I overbudget slacking time, underbudget work time, spend time endlessly on the internet, drink too much coffee, etc etc etc. I show up late by ten minutes to two or four day jobs regularly because of this, I over sleep (although im much better about this than used to be) im highly unproductive at home, and well, im wasting my life.
this year, I decided to do new years resolutions on the 'groundhog day system', which someone on the internet invented; the groundhog day system starts your new year on groundhogs day, after your weight and sleep schedules have stabilized from decembers' revelry. In addition, you revisit your goals every month on the repetition date (03/03, 04/04, 05/05 etc)
well, we're just past 03/03, and oh, im so falling behind. never mind what my goals WERE, i think my new newyears resolution needs to be
STOP LYING TO YOURSELF. (i still will lie to you all just as often as always) because, really, I do know when im fudging the truth.
this starts with this weeks goals; because im temping, I dont know whether i need to make a long day or a short day goal for each day... so ive made both up till wendsday. lets see how this works, and maybe youll see some art around here for once.