Sep 14, 2004 22:47
% today i went to the doctor.. they weighed me and great news. i lost 14 pounds since my last visit! when she saw the scale she gave me a look of sadness. i wanted to be like FUCK YOU you ugly nurse. i am on the road to perfection and i dont care what you & all the other fatass nurses and doctors say. they brought me into this room and took out this HUGE FUCKING NEEDLE.. i was like OMGZ!%$*^! then they were like it wont hurt a bit! .. so i gave her my arm.. fasinated by the scars, she looked at me in dissapointment ::tsk tsk stephanie:: ohhh shut up and stick me. well it hurt alot more then i thought it would.. i have blood clots in my arms and finger tips so it always takes a while to get the blood out and it hurt like a mother fucker that i fainted! i accually fainted! ba ha ha the basterds deserved the scare.
% tomrw is my first day of school :::eeeeek::: im so nervous!! what if i get picked on!?! what if no one likes me!?! *sigh* i hope il be okay.. it IS where all the gangsters go.. no more jackass preppies anymore for me.. this is the real deal.
% i am seeing rafael tomrw. vuurry excited!!@#$%^& its the first time in two days! TWO WHOLE DAYS!! thats a record for us.. ever since i think 2 weeks ago we have seen eachother ever single fucking day. im not used to this madness YES MADDNESS ITS MADNESS!!@#$%^ MADdNESS I TELL YOU PURE MADNESS.. I LOVE HIM.
% right now my mom is begging me to go to sleep. so i guess i will just listen to the bitch. NIGHT YALL!
x3 meee