soooooooo. where to begin?
wow, livejournal. never thought i would be typing here again, but lately, i have been needing some therapuetic writing...and what better then a place that the whole world can read it.
this past week has been rough and i don't really know why. i have been in a funk and kind of felt like the world was against me. so i decided the other day to just for the hell of it, read thru my old livejournal posts. and what did i realize? i realized that right now my life is pretty gosh darning amazing. sometimes i think you need something to snap you back into reality and show what really is great about life. reading thru old posts made me realize that i was such a depressing person sometimes and i am glad i have not been like that for awhile now. everything in life seemed to have sucked (there are always exceptions, sometimes i was happy) but for the most part all i did was bitch and whine. i don't want to be that again. i have so much to be happy for and should really just be happy.
im glad i read thru all that. im glad it helped me a little. im glad for where i am at right now. i am thankful for the happiness these choices have brought me.
married?! really?! going to be married in 100 or so days. crazy.
this past week has been rough and i don't really know why. i have been in a funk and kind of felt like the world was against me. so i decided the other day to just for the hell of it, read thru my old livejournal posts. and what did i realize? i realized that right now my life is pretty gosh darning amazing. sometimes i think you need something to snap you back into reality and show what really is great about life. reading thru old posts made me realize that i was such a depressing person sometimes and i am glad i have not been like that for awhile now. everything in life seemed to have sucked (there are always exceptions, sometimes i was happy) but for the most part all i did was bitch and whine. i don't want to be that again. i have so much to be happy for and should really just be happy.
im glad i read thru all that. im glad it helped me a little. im glad for where i am at right now. i am thankful for the happiness these choices have brought me.
married?! really?! going to be married in 100 or so days. crazy.