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Well, I am going to have to say that after Saturday night I feel I took a good step in the style department. On top of bulking up from the gym and getting a new hair do and whatnot, I started to realize why hot girls hide a lot: You get scared of saying "No" to people when they hit on you left and right because it makes you feel like a pessimist. I'm not saying it's bad that I got lots of attention from the ladies, but at the same time it was extremely stressful to be bothered every time I took a step into a new room or made eye contact.
Aside from dramatic feelings, I still feel like me with this change of nearly all-black clothing to some color and clean-cut looks. I want to go for arty clothing because at heart that is what I am: a drawer, a designer, a bassist, and lover. I'm pretty jocky and competitive too, but music to me is more important than anything activity-wise. The one thing I want is a suiting girlfriend, but that can't be rushed. I can't just force that so patience is my best friend right now. I wish he/she would shut the fuck up, though.
Oh and without a doubt, I am not taking peoples' advice on whether or not a girl is hitting on me ever again. I'm not stupid. I know when to make a move or when a move is being made. I'm really pissed a certain someone kept egging me on while I was drunk because I think I may have gotten this girl pissed at me.... well maybe not pissed but moved to cautious-thinking around me. I didn't try to kiss her or anything, but I did pick her up and carry her away hehe. I couldn't resist. Too damn cute of a girl.
So yeah, summer vacation is basically over and I'm moving back to school this Friday. I feel like school will be more of a vacation, though. I have a four-day weekend thanks to classes only being on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. It is going to be really nice to have the luxury of sleeping in til 11AM those four days. I'm not necessarily going to party every night, but I will be going out a lot more. I intend to get together with some drummers to practice some bass-drum jamming. I need to start playing bass with a drummer or rhytm guitar to train my ears to play along with someone who tells me the key note of their riffs. Yup... I'm starting to becoem a bass junky. Every time I listen to a new song with a good bass riff I can't stop thinking about wanting to know what it is and if I can make it better or more appealing.
DAMN! I really can't wait til next summer bass-wise. I think between me, Obz, Dan, and hopefully Taco we could make one fucking hell of a band.
Good summer overall. I didn't find a lady, but that's okay. I'm optimistic. I mean come on, I got six or seven numbers with ease = )
"I once was told by my father, that we won't live in the stars until someone finds money in them."
Aside from dramatic feelings, I still feel like me with this change of nearly all-black clothing to some color and clean-cut looks. I want to go for arty clothing because at heart that is what I am: a drawer, a designer, a bassist, and lover. I'm pretty jocky and competitive too, but music to me is more important than anything activity-wise. The one thing I want is a suiting girlfriend, but that can't be rushed. I can't just force that so patience is my best friend right now. I wish he/she would shut the fuck up, though.
Oh and without a doubt, I am not taking peoples' advice on whether or not a girl is hitting on me ever again. I'm not stupid. I know when to make a move or when a move is being made. I'm really pissed a certain someone kept egging me on while I was drunk because I think I may have gotten this girl pissed at me.... well maybe not pissed but moved to cautious-thinking around me. I didn't try to kiss her or anything, but I did pick her up and carry her away hehe. I couldn't resist. Too damn cute of a girl.
So yeah, summer vacation is basically over and I'm moving back to school this Friday. I feel like school will be more of a vacation, though. I have a four-day weekend thanks to classes only being on tuesday, wednesday, and thursday. It is going to be really nice to have the luxury of sleeping in til 11AM those four days. I'm not necessarily going to party every night, but I will be going out a lot more. I intend to get together with some drummers to practice some bass-drum jamming. I need to start playing bass with a drummer or rhytm guitar to train my ears to play along with someone who tells me the key note of their riffs. Yup... I'm starting to becoem a bass junky. Every time I listen to a new song with a good bass riff I can't stop thinking about wanting to know what it is and if I can make it better or more appealing.
DAMN! I really can't wait til next summer bass-wise. I think between me, Obz, Dan, and hopefully Taco we could make one fucking hell of a band.
Good summer overall. I didn't find a lady, but that's okay. I'm optimistic. I mean come on, I got six or seven numbers with ease = )
"I once was told by my father, that we won't live in the stars until someone finds money in them."