i'd shave my legs, i'd wear a bra.. i'd even cut off my penis for yoou!
Ok so.. today SUCKS ass, jus as yesterday did, and the day before, and as will tomorrow, most likely. I wait and wait all year for summer to come, i think "man! summer is gunna be kick ass this year" and yadda yadda.. then! bam! summer comes, and it sucks, like all summers have. I'm 16 this summer, my first and last summer being 16.. i shouldn't be sitting on my fat ass at home writing in my ONLINE journal, i should be out having promiscuous sex or something like a regular teenager. sadly though, i am the only person that will have me.. mastahbation! yessss!
so, nikki's suppose to be coming to live with me. when? i don't know. she'll prolly wuss out on me, and decide living with me isn't all it seems to be. hell, if i could, i wouldn't live with me either. i think i want to be a hermit when i grow up. live in a lil shack, no bed, a bucket for a toilet, no running water... incredible! it feels me with joy to think about it... being a free woman. my day will come! it will!.. come!
i have a headache. i'm so bored. i need some new friends. but i think i annoy people, or something. i'm not very good with people. i manage to go unnoticed, i'm like the thrid toe, people know i'm there, but unless i make myself known, they have nothin to do with me. but, i don't make myself known, so.. yea. it's nice sometimes, but at other times, i wish i weren't alone. oh well. i'll just have to bite my lip and get over it. Ok! so i'm over it =D
a poser is someone who is afraid of being a poser themself, so they accuse others of being poser so that they can find comfort within themself. -- intriguing eh?
i'm out now.
so, nikki's suppose to be coming to live with me. when? i don't know. she'll prolly wuss out on me, and decide living with me isn't all it seems to be. hell, if i could, i wouldn't live with me either. i think i want to be a hermit when i grow up. live in a lil shack, no bed, a bucket for a toilet, no running water... incredible! it feels me with joy to think about it... being a free woman. my day will come! it will!.. come!
i have a headache. i'm so bored. i need some new friends. but i think i annoy people, or something. i'm not very good with people. i manage to go unnoticed, i'm like the thrid toe, people know i'm there, but unless i make myself known, they have nothin to do with me. but, i don't make myself known, so.. yea. it's nice sometimes, but at other times, i wish i weren't alone. oh well. i'll just have to bite my lip and get over it. Ok! so i'm over it =D
a poser is someone who is afraid of being a poser themself, so they accuse others of being poser so that they can find comfort within themself. -- intriguing eh?
i'm out now.