*blows dust off journal* a-hem. so yea, couldn't sleep, and this seemed to be the only other option of occupation at the momment so i thought i'd give it a whirl
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*sigh* oh my baby amanda. i know exactly how you feel. everyone wants to liked/loved by everyone. it's human nature. and there's nothing wrong with it. it's how friendships are made. and if you have none, like you already have said, you have nothing. and it's the most horrible feeling in the world to feel as though you've lost a friendship. i thought i lost 2 that were of the upmost importance to me, just b/c i was too concerned about ME. it was an everyday depression deal. everyone's selfish, and if you say you're not, you're lying. everyone only cares about themselves to extent. yes, some more than others, but that's american society for you. everyone's spoiled. anyway, but if you have something to say to someone, or want to tell them how you feel, say it. keeping it inside or lying only worsens the whole ordeal. the truth hurts, yes, but it's for the better in the long run. you are an awesome friend, in my opinion, and i wouldn't trade you for the world. you belong with your friends. and it makes me sad that you feel that you don't. i don't know what i'd do if i lost my beautiful amanda. i love you forever and a day, and excuse my mindless gibber. *kiss kiss* i'll see you in a few hours, love.
*sigh* oh my baby amanda. i know exactly how you feel. everyone wants to liked/loved by everyone. it's human nature. and there's nothing wrong with it. it's how friendships are made. and if you have none, like you already have said, you have nothing. and it's the most horrible feeling in the world to feel as though you've lost a friendship. i thought i lost 2 that were of the upmost importance to me, just b/c i was too concerned about ME. it was an everyday depression deal. everyone's selfish, and if you say you're not, you're lying. everyone only cares about themselves to extent. yes, some more than others, but that's american society for you. everyone's spoiled. anyway, but if you have something to say to someone, or want to tell them how you feel, say it. keeping it inside or lying only worsens the whole ordeal. the truth hurts, yes, but it's for the better in the long run. you are an awesome friend, in my opinion, and i wouldn't trade you for the world. you belong with your friends. and it makes me sad that you feel that you don't. i don't know what i'd do if i lost my beautiful amanda. i love you forever and a day, and excuse my mindless gibber. *kiss kiss* i'll see you in a few hours, love.
-Shea
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