I'm restless from the silence in the air

[past_mistakes]

i decided that im going to use this more. even if it's just random rambling on this thing. it will be good for me. i read almost every entry i ever did on this thing yesterday, and im so jealous of how i used to write. i wish i still wrote as good today. teachers have poluted my creativity. its slowly sufficating under structure and form. blah. anyways. finals next week. gross. i can't wait until friday. senior year is finally kicking in full force. its half way done. studying tomorrow and monday. then begins the hell. starting with physics. its like it was meant to be.
 i hope i can get back into the swing of things on this. so far its kinda crappy. but soon, it will be full of adventures and much much more. and if you buy now, i'll include pictures...a priceless value. =] haha. im a loser. whatever. to kick it off full force....

This is for the record cause I've been
Holding back too long
A summer of abandoned words
Lost in the torn out pages
And the centerpiece of your own views
Is appropriate for the given heart
I can hardly see this through
It's casual for me now

Here's to another year of heartbreak from you
(This is the second spring of pain)
I'm always broken like this
Always broken like this
And these lonely nights are getting old
These faceless tears remain untold tonight
This if for the words you'll never find
(I want to tell you everything)
All the songs I never get to sing to you
I had a million chances to tell you everything

So is it smart
To be avoiding you like this
Cause I don't want to fall in love again
And this is the worst time for you to be like this
(open wounds in the eyes rub them down
So I can never see you again)

Everyone's going to the girl ask guy dance
With their teenage romance
Except for me
And this is the worst time for you to be like this
(open wounds in the eyes rub them down
So I can never see you again)

Heartbreak for Six Seasons
-Daphne Loves Derby