why me
so ive given up on everything that i care about (except jess of course) my best friend cam yeah "fuck everyone else" go ahead hang out with our past friends rap all you want go ahead and so that because the next thing in your line of work is a drug habbit, a broken edge and a broken heart. life isnt bad at all for you. you mean so mush to me you parents love you your mom yells at you but you get over it because she is you income. you get depressed over nothing you are selfish im selfish for writing this i dont care when you see me again it will be to pick up my gear im done music=life and i dont give a fuck about life ne more maybe i can get some money for my bass and amps i dont care for christmas we were gonna get matching guitar and bass the oly thing i want to match is the past and future im done with music these 7 long years of disguised pleasure for a sound that leaves an aperatous and enters you ear to your brain and makes you smile will no longer exist on my end this big break i always drempt of that we drempt of maybe the kid who buys my shit off ebay will succeed in that dream maybe. i want no part in your life ne more because this homocide that you have committed against my intelect and passion has hurt so deeply that it cannot be repaired i didnt do this to amuse others it was always about us it was K and C till death i led you to water and you drown in the puddle of nothingness i cant measure how bad this hurts. maybe i havent done enough for you i support you and your passion but i just dont care about you ne more i can learn to hate you again and this time it wont hurt to say goodbye to my best friend but you were more than a best friend you were always my conscience and my acomplice and it will never be the same just remember that in the future when rap isnt there and matt doesnt have a clue of how to deal with your problem with tiff and recording isnt there for you. when that computer breaks and it cant record ne more you better fucking remember that you murdered ne chance you had of ever becoming stable because thats all we ever wanted together was stability thats all we talked about how we were going to be unstopable for ever fuck that and fuck you im so happy that this happened now so i dont have to lose sleep over a lost dream you can have your rap and all of your fucking music back i hate life and therefore i hate music let me live in quiet fuck you