no matter how cold the water is everything works the way its supposed to

Jun 19, 2005 03:10

today= sick
i enjoyed it a lot my baby called at 10:20 on the dot like i watched the clock and as soon as it struck 10:20 not 10:30 but 10:20 the phone rang i love you babe i promised her id visit at work 10:56 i call cam he says we are gonna practice at 1 we call dugre at this point and decide 12:30 or 1ish would be ok with cam so 11:44 john picks me up we are mad ignorant like that cam lives like 5 mins away get there practice till like 1 the rest of the crew for the day shows up we all discover that all of us own a butterfly knife and they are all identical except for color me and john have blue josh oh fuck josh and cam dont have theirs yet lol but ne way bob has a red one and pat has a green one ant will also have one soon or wait i think he has a blue one well it doesnt matter john decided that hes gonna push them for his manager at old navy how funny is that shit

so yeah we practiced till 1 then went to the mall ate tofu yessssss

oh yes new found deal kris=veggie yup

and jess=considering sXe i hope she does once and for all i know that others might influence her not to but yeah ne way

rolled through the mall with 6 kids yessssss
we roll so deep not

ate then went and saw jess even 30 mins with jess leaves a smile on my face i dont know where id be or what id be doing without her she makes me so happy and you can tell

so we left jess and she left me with something hard to get rid of lol she knows lol john laughed the whole way home bob attempted to shoot a bum with a bb gun lmao
sorry thats fucked up still laughing sorry

cam=mad
cam=happy
cam= totally fucked up in the head because of new set list
cam=happy for new name

oh yeah with this last breath is gonna be the name of our demo

th new name is now

EASY COMPANY

soon to be XEASY COMPANYX
john is quitting smoking

after all the band stuff till like 5 i came home where mom expected me to stay so i could sand the floor which is a 3 hour job she put it off till like 8 and i was like fuck that shit im outie so me being kris i asked her in her bad fucking mood for a ride to jess'she caved in and i had to listen to her the whole way there about how i never help around the house but yeah excuse me who went to lowes home depot and ace to find some dumb shit on a list that took like 2 hours when i already had plans and what no one knows is oh shit kris had a hockey game i would have played but yeah mom bitched and made me feel bad because she brings me to all my games i made it seem like i was in pain because of my wisdom teeth no i would have went and we would have won instead of losing by one fuck that but hey its in the past and i still got to hang out with jess so yeah i didnt even care

well ne way i got home tonight and they werent even done fucking wall papering so i waited till 11 then started to sand fucking 4 different types of paper fucking a let me tell you my back hurts so bad i fucking just finished and its 2:53 fuck that ne way

quick question

why would ne one ever let jess pass them by i just needed to know someone as beautiful and down to earth as her should def not be single i love her to death but brandon just let her slip through his fingers i cant get over that and now hes showing interest im not gonna let that happen i told jess that if he makes her cry ill break his knees and im not even close to fucking around

went to a show with jess on saturday jess acted weird bit like toward the end it stopped idk like she wouldnt let me like hold her like i usually do idk why so i was like whatever i still held it in my head the whole night (does she still have feelings for him) i told jess that im not mad that she doesnt want it to be weird between them im not i really dont care i really dont want her to hang out with him like she used to but im not gonna be that guy that puts restrictions on his gf im not her keeper and she can do what she wants but i know what brandon is thinking and im not a really jealous guy because frankly i dont give a fuck ill fuck you up over the smallest thing damn this is a good way to vent but enough with me getting stuff off my chest i just needed to write this i guess and yeah so im gonna go to bed because i have to get up to go help joe and jeff pack the leave at dusk tomorrow i think ill miss them maybe idk i need to hang out with bryce more he was like my best friend i just wanted a lot of time to get to know jess oh friday will be a month i love you baby

so yeah good noght i know this shit is long so dont read it i dont care peace

XXX
sXe
TRUE TILL DEATH

KANSAS CITY

I LOVE you JESS ♥
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