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These past two weeks have been ridiculous! No more Sound and Fury, no more girlfriend (twice) and today was the most ridiculous yet.
So I wake up and go to my physchiatrist in Knoxville. He's putting me on a new sleep medicine because I don't fall asleep until about 5 AM most mornings.
Next I come home and start to mow the grass. Midway through I got three beestings. They hurt so I went inside to ice them. After laying down a few minutes I realized my face was swelling up, I was breaking up with hives, and it was getting really really hard to breathe. Me and my mom went to the emergency room. I stayed there about 2 and a half hours. They gave me a lot of drugs and an oxygen tank thing. It was pretty fucking scary, but really eye opening. The doctor told me I would've more than likely died had I waited to go to the hospital. He also said he'd never see a reaction as bad as mine.
After this happening I've decided to lay off the cigarettes. Also, I'm going to try to do my best to understand christianity. I can tell you all that if I had died today I would've gone straight to hell (if there is such a place)
I guess the moral of this story is one which was learned long long ago- live for the day.
That's all.
So I wake up and go to my physchiatrist in Knoxville. He's putting me on a new sleep medicine because I don't fall asleep until about 5 AM most mornings.
Next I come home and start to mow the grass. Midway through I got three beestings. They hurt so I went inside to ice them. After laying down a few minutes I realized my face was swelling up, I was breaking up with hives, and it was getting really really hard to breathe. Me and my mom went to the emergency room. I stayed there about 2 and a half hours. They gave me a lot of drugs and an oxygen tank thing. It was pretty fucking scary, but really eye opening. The doctor told me I would've more than likely died had I waited to go to the hospital. He also said he'd never see a reaction as bad as mine.
After this happening I've decided to lay off the cigarettes. Also, I'm going to try to do my best to understand christianity. I can tell you all that if I had died today I would've gone straight to hell (if there is such a place)
I guess the moral of this story is one which was learned long long ago- live for the day.
That's all.