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Oct 04, 2004 19:22

i miss him.
i hate everyone at school right now. (unless i told you otherwize)
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it.
he is the only one who keeps me sane.
i miss him.
yeah im sick of living around a life of fake people, who can't even be honest with themselves.
seriously how sad is it, that you can be so ashamed of yourself. live with it. its you.
i just need a seperation from a few things that are irritating me.
i am no longer going to blood brothers, i am giving my ticket to Nick.
well if he wants it.
i hope i start working friday, saturday, and sunday. so i can just make money and save it.
i have been this really bad compulsive spender lately. and i need to stop.
at least im not compulsive lying like people around me. phew.
i just dont get why people lie to themselves. someone seriously explain it to me.
maybe it will crack down on my anger and frusteration.
i guess seeing other people lie to themselves and to internet people makes me glad that i accept who i am. im glad im so honest with myself and accept myself for what i am.
ramble ramble ramble.
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