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K so I'm in a sandwich cafe in Culver City w/ free Wi-fi. Random much? I drove Will to his internship this morning at Imagine bc he's just started his anti-depressants and they make him super drowsy. Don't want the boy to crash and die. We WERE suppose to be on a serious break, but it has re-dressed itself to being together but giving each other more space. I'm ok with it. Still super bummed that I've hurt him as much as he says I have, but what can I do other than say sorry and try to be better to him in the future? I really don't even think I've done/said anything that horrible, but it doesn't really matter does it? FACT IS he's hurt and I'm sorry for it.
It's a terrible feeling knowing that you've put down someone who is already depressed. I think when you're with someone all you want to do is make them happier and SEE that you've made them happier. Not hear that you've made them feel worse about themselves. ahh.
Going to go meet Sarah now in Santa Monica for a late lunch. It'll be good to talk/catch up with her. That woman has more zen power than anyone else I know.
It's a terrible feeling knowing that you've put down someone who is already depressed. I think when you're with someone all you want to do is make them happier and SEE that you've made them happier. Not hear that you've made them feel worse about themselves. ahh.
Going to go meet Sarah now in Santa Monica for a late lunch. It'll be good to talk/catch up with her. That woman has more zen power than anyone else I know.