Aug 18, 2005 11:38
hi. so other then living up my new daily ritual of hanging out in the "learning center" after class.. oh, and wanting to shower really bad, i got somethin.
it's most certainly called sorrow. i meant to express this last night, but i about passed out at my computer around midnight after i finished my english paper. weird, huh? passing out at midnight that is. i guess all this getting up early for schoooool, is not awesome.
i realllllly wanted to write you something before you left, and personally hand it to you. with like hearts on it and stuff. but i suck. sooooooooo BAILEYYYYYY, my BF4L, my love, my soul, my counselor, my future wife if adam and peter fail us, my other half, yeah. ETC. i'm going to miss you. i'm not sure you truly sobbed after i walked out the door?? but i felt like i wanted to cry when i shut the door behind me. or when you shut it. i don't remember who shut the door. i dunno. we never really let ourselves get too emotional around one another. we probably have issues. but i love you and have been so fortunate to have you as my best bud. yeah, we have exchanged harsh words and gone through several periods of hating each other, but you tell me what asparagus is and i straighten your hair. there's no denying such a friendship, right?
honestly, i don't know who the heck is going to do nothing with me and be cool with it. and nobody goes train hopping anymore these days. or rock collecting. better yet, goat hunting downtown. hahaha. i am so screwed. come hommeeeeee ASAP. we could move to LA or something.
take care of your cds. don't get stds.
jen<3333333