Dec 20, 2005 02:51
tonight, however, my timing was realllllllly bad. again, i won't go into it. but it was.
it's crazy how you can look back at things and remember never thinking you would wind up talking or hanging out with certain people and then today wind up talking and hanging out with those people one-on-one. seriously... i never imagined. i'm probably almost flattered. no yeah i am.
and then it's funny because it turns out everyone you think is right for you is really completely wrong for you in every way or they aren't really as great you originally made them out to be. and everyone who really is right for you, you've already screwed over. and at least one of them now for sure, hates you. so now i'm just absolutely confused.
oh well. sometimes i think i think too much. at least ralph isn't mad at me. i kind of yelled at him the other night on the phone. i had kind of a buzz and and i felt like i needed to aware him of how dumb he's been to me ever since i shared a matress with greg. big deal.