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"It's funny huh? How quickly your life can change. In just a blink of an eye, everything can be completely different. Like just that second when you decided...." - HIM
Remember this conversation? What happened? That night you opened up. You told me your secrets, and i told you mine. I promise, i never told anyone. Why did you throw it all away. We could have been such great friends. But you decided to end it all. You don't care.
The scary part is, I dont care anymore either. And thats what scares me. I want to ask about you, i want to worry about what your doing, i want to wonder why you havent called me...
I want to meet up at the Taco bell and talk for hours, i want to hug and look at the stars, i want you to park in front of my house, i want you to take me to pee at a CVS, i want you to hold me up while im drunk, i want to dance in the foam with you, i want you to surprise me at Dennys, i want to go watch a movie, and then have the reel catch on fire so we can get free tickets to watch another movie together, i want you kiss me while trying to get a twizzler, i want to dare you to run around your car naked, i want to play "the question game", i want you to get caught with a fake ID so youll call me while your friends are at the club, i want captain sprite, i want to laugh at your corny jokes, i want to get all glammed up and see you in a tux again, i want to drink a bucket with you, i want you to carry out my luggage...
i want all these things because i got so used to them. But that night when you said that, i saw the look on your eyes. Im not stupid and neither are you. Stop being such a punk. Distance made me realize what a chicken you are, to your true feelings. You can't handle anything. You can't handle anything serious. Your scared. I just want to thank you for all those times, But honestly i ve disconnected you from my world.
...this time i carried out my own luggage, and i waved good-bye, for good...
Remember this conversation? What happened? That night you opened up. You told me your secrets, and i told you mine. I promise, i never told anyone. Why did you throw it all away. We could have been such great friends. But you decided to end it all. You don't care.
The scary part is, I dont care anymore either. And thats what scares me. I want to ask about you, i want to worry about what your doing, i want to wonder why you havent called me...
I want to meet up at the Taco bell and talk for hours, i want to hug and look at the stars, i want you to park in front of my house, i want you to take me to pee at a CVS, i want you to hold me up while im drunk, i want to dance in the foam with you, i want you to surprise me at Dennys, i want to go watch a movie, and then have the reel catch on fire so we can get free tickets to watch another movie together, i want you kiss me while trying to get a twizzler, i want to dare you to run around your car naked, i want to play "the question game", i want you to get caught with a fake ID so youll call me while your friends are at the club, i want captain sprite, i want to laugh at your corny jokes, i want to get all glammed up and see you in a tux again, i want to drink a bucket with you, i want you to carry out my luggage...
i want all these things because i got so used to them. But that night when you said that, i saw the look on your eyes. Im not stupid and neither are you. Stop being such a punk. Distance made me realize what a chicken you are, to your true feelings. You can't handle anything. You can't handle anything serious. Your scared. I just want to thank you for all those times, But honestly i ve disconnected you from my world.
...this time i carried out my own luggage, and i waved good-bye, for good...