personal rantish thing
right. so i'm not sure what inspired me.. but for some reason i feel like updating. so 2day was the last day of school. man thats a good feeling. but i'm not sure if i reeli want this yr to end now that i think about it.. i reeli fucked up this yr. and next ur when i'm a junior.. with much harder classes.. sats and sat2s to deal with.. yeah i'm screwed. i have no idea what sub i'm gonna take the sat2s in. and i'm gonna be in no honors or aps. thats hella sad. lol o well. u get what u deserve right?
neway so i i'm gonna be sixteen in 2 days. for some reason i'm reeli not that xcited. cuz i mean what the fuck is another yr. nothing. i'm still the same person. growing older and becoming more mature/wiser is a gradual process. its not gonna change nething. being 16 i mean. well i mean xcept i get my lisence. but that just means i'm going ot be late to school like every single day next yr. haha oh well. its ok. crap i reeli dont want to deal with being a junior.
i also need to very much cut down on my social life and become a book worm who circles her life around studying and getting strait As. and i cannot prioritze anything over school anymore. just cuz i fucked up so baly freshman yr and so badly sophmore yr that i need to make up for it now. i dont know what i'm going to do. i'm going to die next yr. i'm just not the studying type. well thats def gonna have to change. w/e.
and finals are in like 3 days. i'm fucked. like no other.
i am so lazy. maybe thats why i'm late to everything. i have really bad time management.
i need to take my dog on more walks, he's getting fatter.
i also have these random fat abs now. the top 2. its reeli weird.
best line frome the song i'm listening to "you almost as cute as me" haha thats way too awesome ; )
neway so i i'm gonna be sixteen in 2 days. for some reason i'm reeli not that xcited. cuz i mean what the fuck is another yr. nothing. i'm still the same person. growing older and becoming more mature/wiser is a gradual process. its not gonna change nething. being 16 i mean. well i mean xcept i get my lisence. but that just means i'm going ot be late to school like every single day next yr. haha oh well. its ok. crap i reeli dont want to deal with being a junior.
i also need to very much cut down on my social life and become a book worm who circles her life around studying and getting strait As. and i cannot prioritze anything over school anymore. just cuz i fucked up so baly freshman yr and so badly sophmore yr that i need to make up for it now. i dont know what i'm going to do. i'm going to die next yr. i'm just not the studying type. well thats def gonna have to change. w/e.
and finals are in like 3 days. i'm fucked. like no other.
i am so lazy. maybe thats why i'm late to everything. i have really bad time management.
i need to take my dog on more walks, he's getting fatter.
i also have these random fat abs now. the top 2. its reeli weird.
best line frome the song i'm listening to "you almost as cute as me" haha thats way too awesome ; )