Oct 28, 2008 15:56
Maybe my sleep is really hurting my process of thinking....not thinking of stuff from school..because that seems fine..but I'm getting frustrated over the simplest (or maybe not so simple) things....
Right now I feel frustrated for the silliest thing...I can't understand what she meant.....
God is love...?
I don't question that it's wrong...because if I think about it long enough...it makes sense...but then..it doesn't all the same....because the way I see it...He is love....he's guided us all...and helped all of us....and probably most important of all Jesus died for our sins.....
So I can see why God is love. But I can't see how that really explains anything.....
For me...you can love someone, and not expect anything back. And this is true love...but...is this the same love that couples should share?.....I've already talked about it before...*sigh*
I don't expect anything from her...except one thing......to know that she loves me....in any shape or form...to be loved in return.....so that's why I'm confused....because people can love each other as neighbors and not expect anything from each other, but couples share something different than that, in my eyes....
I just...want to find the truth....
I can't say that I don't know what love is. Because I think I know....I just want to understand it...more
But I know that I love her...and I hope she knows that........
truth