wedding

[passionxflower]

i was reading through all my past post and man im stupid for ever thinking of getting married with chris. i know thats kinda harsh to say but i think i just wanted to do it in hopes that our lives would have been betterl. but im glad that never happened. imagine right now chris and i would have been married. oh man.

as you can tell i can't sleep and it sucks.

i miss talking to sam about random stuff. especially when she is drunk. she is funny as hell.