Don't give a shit about giving a shit
Funny reading some of these old entries.
It's been over five months and Brennan is still messin' with my heart.
We've been off then on then off then on. Right now we're on, but I'm a dumb ass & shared some information I probably shouldn't have-- damn impulsiveness!
He's the only guy who has ever made me this crazy. I'm not entirely sure what I mean by that.
Anyway. I haven't been going to any of my classes for almost three weeks.
I'm planning on dropping out next year... or um, "taking time off". Yeah, we'll see how that goes.
There are too many ideas flowing in my mind. School is useless for me. I'm tired of waiting. I want to DO.
I am going to enjoy my summer here in Arcata, get my own place, let the creativity and good times flow, spend time in the sun, clear my mind, get a job, save some money, and then travel abroad to India where I am going to do volunteer work at an orphanage.
I need change-a BIG one. My mind needs to think differently. My eyes need to open wider.
I change so much. I'm always discovering myself, and then re-discovering myself. It's all a part of my journey. Maybe I don't think about the future enough. But I don't give too much of a shit. It's about right now. I am young and I want to have a damn good time.
Who ever told me I had to go to college was a liar. Why do they tell you "go to college" when they really should be telling you to "be happy".
It's been over five months and Brennan is still messin' with my heart.
We've been off then on then off then on. Right now we're on, but I'm a dumb ass & shared some information I probably shouldn't have-- damn impulsiveness!
He's the only guy who has ever made me this crazy. I'm not entirely sure what I mean by that.
Anyway. I haven't been going to any of my classes for almost three weeks.
I'm planning on dropping out next year... or um, "taking time off". Yeah, we'll see how that goes.
There are too many ideas flowing in my mind. School is useless for me. I'm tired of waiting. I want to DO.
I am going to enjoy my summer here in Arcata, get my own place, let the creativity and good times flow, spend time in the sun, clear my mind, get a job, save some money, and then travel abroad to India where I am going to do volunteer work at an orphanage.
I need change-a BIG one. My mind needs to think differently. My eyes need to open wider.
I change so much. I'm always discovering myself, and then re-discovering myself. It's all a part of my journey. Maybe I don't think about the future enough. But I don't give too much of a shit. It's about right now. I am young and I want to have a damn good time.
Who ever told me I had to go to college was a liar. Why do they tell you "go to college" when they really should be telling you to "be happy".