Alone.

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I am alone. When I feel it or not, I am essentially alone. Alone with my thoughts, alone with my time, alone with where I go, what I do, what job I take, where I live, and my changing mood. I don't even know how not to be alone. It's like I always have been too. No matter how much time I got myself to spend with people or who I talked with or laughed with, it is just me in here.

I am alone in this little town in rural Missouri with or without family, with or without co-workers/fellow inhabitants, and without those emailers and callers from afar.