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Jan 16, 2007 20:22

no more.

no more gossip.
no more hate.
no more tears over you.
no more late night phone calls.
no more drunk one-night stands.
no more cuts.
no more lip bitting.
no more fights.
no more.

i'm tired of this pathetic game i tend to play with past loves.
it's a trend i intend on breaking.
so go ahead. forget about me.
as if you haven't already...
and let nothing remind you of me.
not that green shirt. not amy in a white coat (our song, remember when you sang it to me?).
just be happy babe, i'm a selfigh whoring bitch. a liar. a tease. a fucking moron.
you're going to be great. a great singer. a great boyfriend. a great friend.
and i'm sad i wont be there to see any of it.
because for all my bitching and pointless posts,
you were the world to me.
take it or leave it, it's true.
you occupy my mind 24/7.
every song i hear, every place i go,
i think of you.
i was a fuck up, practice for something better.
i'm not saying its Her, but its something.
so, please, forgive me.
you dont have to talk to me,
dont have to do anything.
just, in your heart, forgive me.
i forgive you for the things youve said.
those things that broke my heart
and made me say all those hateful things.
i'm sorry.
i love you always...
no matter what.
and i'm always here
just a call away,
just in case.

oh, and Haley, i apologize for being immature and bitchy.
maybe you could say the same to Cayla.
friends over boys, no matter what.
it's sort of an unspoken rule.

oh and Cayla, this had to be said.
we'll talk later.

so, goodbye.
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