Feb 22, 2003 02:46
i am shivering in my bones, in my flesh.
i can not sleep. i was so exhausted hours ago that tiredness waved over my body like a hand caressing me. but now. i'm a wired strange thing wrapped in my silk robe ordering books on amazon like i am a drug addict. a book addict. addicted.
i bought:
x. Smack - Melvin Burgess; Paperback
x. Shampoo Planet; Douglas Coupland, paperback
x. 100 Selected Poems by E. E. Cummings
someday i am going to be an author that people buy from amazon.com ; my life in ink. my fantasy in ink. my pain my pieces but not all of me. some people will rave about how good my writing is and others will spit about how horrible it is. But the part that will make me most happy is that first one, published, bound, with my name on it. Something set in stone. It's like living forever. forever; forever.