wahlahi
i've come to realize a few things this week...one: I seem to have shed my usual erratic rhythm for this strangely present routine of waking up every morning and then ending up in front of the computer with a cup of chai and one of the kitkats. bc here i am again. two: I also seem to have shed my nomadic longings (for the moment at least) bc here i am sitting here with said cup of chai, and no plans to move anywhere else. (not even a faint thought of escape) If anything, I am thinking into my garden's future.
three: i am not good at dating. I am good at plenty of things, just dating is apparently not one of them.
the british boy and i finally made a lunch date. i considered it my first real date actually. and i got stood up. how great is that? I found it so funny, after all people have told me lately about dating rituals and whatnot, to get stood up on my first date. he sort of recovered....i allowed a make-up quick drink after work just to see if he was even worth any trouble...turns out he's worth a little, but not so much. supercute. we have great vibe, but unfortunately he is way overextended. sigh...i've Been There Done That. maybe a Bootie Call...he is seriously (wahlahi in arabic, i am slowly learning from metermaid) Hot. and the chemistry is so ON. (wahlahi.) but hot and overcommitted is Bad News For PD. We did have a good time though.
This translates into: I am not good at dating. I know that doesn't seem to make any sense...but really I think I would prefer to check out the babeland store and go home to a fun electric toy that's going to treat me right everytime, and be available for my every whim....than torture myself with delicious, unavailable nyc boys.
wahlahi.
three: i am not good at dating. I am good at plenty of things, just dating is apparently not one of them.
the british boy and i finally made a lunch date. i considered it my first real date actually. and i got stood up. how great is that? I found it so funny, after all people have told me lately about dating rituals and whatnot, to get stood up on my first date. he sort of recovered....i allowed a make-up quick drink after work just to see if he was even worth any trouble...turns out he's worth a little, but not so much. supercute. we have great vibe, but unfortunately he is way overextended. sigh...i've Been There Done That. maybe a Bootie Call...he is seriously (wahlahi in arabic, i am slowly learning from metermaid) Hot. and the chemistry is so ON. (wahlahi.) but hot and overcommitted is Bad News For PD. We did have a good time though.
This translates into: I am not good at dating. I know that doesn't seem to make any sense...but really I think I would prefer to check out the babeland store and go home to a fun electric toy that's going to treat me right everytime, and be available for my every whim....than torture myself with delicious, unavailable nyc boys.
wahlahi.