Sep 03, 2006 16:40
Beginning of the end
"the last waltz,"(ON TV) is calculating the pressure points of my body. this gets me in psychadelia, it gets my heart racing and pumping blood,all these sounds, vibrations, voices, tellin me to feel. and what a feeling this IS
over the telephone, had a beautiful talk with dad. there was a twist of honesty. at one point I felt FAITH brush against each word said.
he told me the details of his fathers death... too.
heres how it went
My dad was 12 years old.
The raw eyed police came to his home in Florida, picked him up and took him to Juvenille hall because he was " INCOURAGABLE."
his father visited him once the next day. which was the last time he saw him
the guards or whoever came to his cell and recited a constitution of betterment for AMerica, overpopulation shit. witty worm under the ceiling
I will dialouge it...
OIL AND MONEY
guard: your father died
my dad: are you letting me out to see my family?
guard: NO
my dad: LET ME OUTTTTT!!!!!
guard: hes gone crazy,put him in lock up... they chained him, a more secure place
a week later they let him go to the funeral...
it was a saturday he believes
saturday night.............................................. back to prison.
then he went balistic.
" thats when I learned the Dont fuck with me, ive been shot, stabbed, beat over the head with anything you can imagine, a bat, a monkey wrench...I love your mom with all my heart, and have broken all the odds, i would get down on my knees and want the duration." brent jay harris
so after his father died.. one after the next.. his brother followed.. his sister and then his mother.
what an unimaginable time... that whole era...every life
he's ingested so many substances, acid, heroin, the list never ends.. uppers downers drowners.his mind is still a masterpiece..yet he made a U turn into becoming a councilor for kids and teens with drug addictions, he was in charge of all the councilors for 10 years. i wont even try to ?EXPLAIN? the magic in this man. im rushing so excuse all the madness, all the MISTAKES...