Title: The Ending or the Beginning? Part 3
Title: The Ending or the Beginning? Part 3
Author: Tweyelite
Fandom: Guiding Light
Pairing: Otalia
Raiting: PG
Disclaimer: Not mine obviously
A/N: There's some insane POV changes happening. I hope its not too hard to follow.
"You compliment each other so perfectly sometimes it's scary." Rafe says with a small raise of his eyebrow. "So does this mean I get two mommies too?" Rafe asked with a cheeky wink.
I am caught between parental exasperation, pride and confusion as I sit there open mouthed and gawking at my son.
TBC
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"What makes you think we're going back to the farmhouse sweetie?" I ask Emma.
"Natalia told me she made a mistake saying she'd marry Frank. She misses us. She told me she wanted us to come home mommy." Emma explained. "So come on, let's go!"
I don't know what to say to Emma but I do know I really needed to speak with Natalia.
"Emma honey, I need to talk to Natalia first before we make any decisions." I say sternly.
Emma looks at me and gauges how serious I am with one glance and sighs. "Fine, but hurry up okay?" Emma replies as she drags her luggage back out of the room with her.
I can't help the laugh that bubbles up out of me. I shake my head a smile on my face. Definitely my daughter.
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"Rafe, I don't even know what to do or say anymore. I just left a good man at the altar because I have to face the truth that I'm in love with Olivia Spencer." I say without thought. And then I hear my own words replaying in my mind. 'I'm in love with Olivia Spencer.' A smile covers my face as I cant help but picture her, she is so beautiful.
I think back to when Gus died. I remember I told Olivia that I believed God had a plan and it wasn't her fault for praying for a heart. Back then I seriously did not like Olivia. It's funny how quickly circumstances can change. Now I can't picture my life without her in it. I snap out of my reverie and notice my son staring at me over his mug of coffee with a twinkle in his eye.
"What?" I breath out as I roll my eyes.
"It's just really good to see you in love ma." He says softly as his expression changes to one of tenderness and acceptance.
I think I finally understand God's plan now. God would not be so cruel as to give Olivia and I these feelings, this love, if it was a sin. God is love. Maybe after everything that's happened in the past, maybe this is what it was all leading to, today.
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I arrive at the farmhouse and I'm terrified as I knock on the door of the only place I've ever truly felt at home in. The front door opens and it's Rafe. I breath a huge sigh of relief before I remember that I'm about to see Natalia in a few minutes anyway.
"Oh hey, come on in. Mom's in the kitchen." Rafe says as he stands aside to let me enter.
"How is she?" I ask him with obvious concern in my voice.
"She needs you." Rafe replies with a shrug as he slips his coat on and leaves the house.
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I know it's her. I can tell. My whole body tenses as soon as I hear the knock. It could be a number of people, one of the Coopers perhaps, but I just know. Olivia, it's Olivia. I stay where I am as I squeeze my coffee cup so hard my hands hurt.
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I enter the house and my heart warms at the familiarity of it. No wonder Emma wants to come back here so badly. I think we both miss Natalia in equal measure. I take my coat off and drop it on the couch as I head to the kitchen. I feel as if I'm about to be put in front of a firing squad.
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"Hi." I say as I see you. I want to tell you how much I love you, how much I missed you and how angry I am with you all in the same breath but the look on your face stops me cold. You're eyes are just filled with love and you're looking right at me.
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I look at you and all of the groveling, all of the declarations I'd thought to say, everything, falls from my mind and all I see before me is the woman I love. "I'm in love with you." I say loudly as I try it on for size. I watch your face light up as your trademark dimples make their appearance.
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And there's nothing left for me to say but the truth. "I know. I'm in love with you too." I hear my own voice break with emotion. I feel myself standing as I am in awe at the wonderful inevitability of this moment. I need you close to me, right now.
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I am drawn to her helplessly and as my arms wrap around her I feel like everything is right in the world. There's just me and Natalia.
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When I kiss her I hear her moan and all I can think about is what other sounds I can cause her to make. I revel in the naughtiness of my thoughts as I pull myself as close to Olivia as humanly possible.
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I moan into her kiss, a kiss I've imagined so many times alone at night in my bed, a fantasy kiss I've indulged in often. Reality is so much better than anything I could have ever dreamed up. I watch her brown eyes close as I feel her fingers bury themselves into my hair.
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I thank God for guiding me back home. I loved Gus, I still do, but Olivia doesn't just have his heart anymore, she has mine too.
The End
Author: Tweyelite
Fandom: Guiding Light
Pairing: Otalia
Raiting: PG
Disclaimer: Not mine obviously
A/N: There's some insane POV changes happening. I hope its not too hard to follow.
"You compliment each other so perfectly sometimes it's scary." Rafe says with a small raise of his eyebrow. "So does this mean I get two mommies too?" Rafe asked with a cheeky wink.
I am caught between parental exasperation, pride and confusion as I sit there open mouthed and gawking at my son.
TBC
_____________________________________________________________________________
"What makes you think we're going back to the farmhouse sweetie?" I ask Emma.
"Natalia told me she made a mistake saying she'd marry Frank. She misses us. She told me she wanted us to come home mommy." Emma explained. "So come on, let's go!"
I don't know what to say to Emma but I do know I really needed to speak with Natalia.
"Emma honey, I need to talk to Natalia first before we make any decisions." I say sternly.
Emma looks at me and gauges how serious I am with one glance and sighs. "Fine, but hurry up okay?" Emma replies as she drags her luggage back out of the room with her.
I can't help the laugh that bubbles up out of me. I shake my head a smile on my face. Definitely my daughter.
_______________________________________________________________________________
"Rafe, I don't even know what to do or say anymore. I just left a good man at the altar because I have to face the truth that I'm in love with Olivia Spencer." I say without thought. And then I hear my own words replaying in my mind. 'I'm in love with Olivia Spencer.' A smile covers my face as I cant help but picture her, she is so beautiful.
I think back to when Gus died. I remember I told Olivia that I believed God had a plan and it wasn't her fault for praying for a heart. Back then I seriously did not like Olivia. It's funny how quickly circumstances can change. Now I can't picture my life without her in it. I snap out of my reverie and notice my son staring at me over his mug of coffee with a twinkle in his eye.
"What?" I breath out as I roll my eyes.
"It's just really good to see you in love ma." He says softly as his expression changes to one of tenderness and acceptance.
I think I finally understand God's plan now. God would not be so cruel as to give Olivia and I these feelings, this love, if it was a sin. God is love. Maybe after everything that's happened in the past, maybe this is what it was all leading to, today.
________________________________________________________________________
I arrive at the farmhouse and I'm terrified as I knock on the door of the only place I've ever truly felt at home in. The front door opens and it's Rafe. I breath a huge sigh of relief before I remember that I'm about to see Natalia in a few minutes anyway.
"Oh hey, come on in. Mom's in the kitchen." Rafe says as he stands aside to let me enter.
"How is she?" I ask him with obvious concern in my voice.
"She needs you." Rafe replies with a shrug as he slips his coat on and leaves the house.
___________________________________________________________________________________
I know it's her. I can tell. My whole body tenses as soon as I hear the knock. It could be a number of people, one of the Coopers perhaps, but I just know. Olivia, it's Olivia. I stay where I am as I squeeze my coffee cup so hard my hands hurt.
___________________________________________________________________________________
I enter the house and my heart warms at the familiarity of it. No wonder Emma wants to come back here so badly. I think we both miss Natalia in equal measure. I take my coat off and drop it on the couch as I head to the kitchen. I feel as if I'm about to be put in front of a firing squad.
___________________________________________________________________________________
"Hi." I say as I see you. I want to tell you how much I love you, how much I missed you and how angry I am with you all in the same breath but the look on your face stops me cold. You're eyes are just filled with love and you're looking right at me.
___________________________________________________________________________________
I look at you and all of the groveling, all of the declarations I'd thought to say, everything, falls from my mind and all I see before me is the woman I love. "I'm in love with you." I say loudly as I try it on for size. I watch your face light up as your trademark dimples make their appearance.
____________________________________________________________________________________
And there's nothing left for me to say but the truth. "I know. I'm in love with you too." I hear my own voice break with emotion. I feel myself standing as I am in awe at the wonderful inevitability of this moment. I need you close to me, right now.
_____________________________________________________________________________________
I am drawn to her helplessly and as my arms wrap around her I feel like everything is right in the world. There's just me and Natalia.
_____________________________________________________________________________________
When I kiss her I hear her moan and all I can think about is what other sounds I can cause her to make. I revel in the naughtiness of my thoughts as I pull myself as close to Olivia as humanly possible.
______________________________________________________________________________________
I moan into her kiss, a kiss I've imagined so many times alone at night in my bed, a fantasy kiss I've indulged in often. Reality is so much better than anything I could have ever dreamed up. I watch her brown eyes close as I feel her fingers bury themselves into my hair.
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I thank God for guiding me back home. I loved Gus, I still do, but Olivia doesn't just have his heart anymore, she has mine too.
The End