alone.
How time flies. It's already Thursday and my first week of holidays is just about to end. So far, I've finished one novel, Lullabies For Little Criminals. I have two more to go, though at the rate I'm going, I'm pretty comfortable with that. In the past three days or so I've watched Hancock, Pirates of the Caribbean II and Vantage Point. I've taken some pictures of my Christmas tree, read a book, doodled a little and I've talked to friends.
On a random note, what stunned me a little today was that the Bible verse I had been doodling last week is (i think) the same one that was the theme verse for this year's YM camp. Random note over.
And some days I think that maybe it's good that I'm here.
I'm sheltered from judgement by so-called friends and my only insults are those of people not replying or replying rudely. But what can words possibly do to me, right? from so very far away. I guess I am learning that some people will embrace you for as long as you remain a stranger. After that, they stop loving you because they know who you are. And I figure, if you can't accept me after knowing who I am, then well, screw you.
Okay, wow, I sound so defensive and angry. But, well hey its true.
I am hungry.