Jul 10, 2005 19:25
yeh.im cranky ive gone ten days to soth carolina with katie and unfortanately couldnt get gifts for everyone i had to be sure to get my mom and da something and bro and cousin cause i gotta get my dad to get me a metro and my mom money for the phone bill and let me go out.ok so i went out yesturday till 12:30 and left at 8pm or 7:30pm summtin like that got high of my ass and today did the same thing and ive asked her friday if i could sleepover tinas house sun and she said yes so i didnt call her today and she said gigi come home you went out sat youve gone out yesturday and its impossible you dont want to stay home after ten days and jrs coming home at around 7pm or 8pm back from honduras shit!i kno shes going to use this as an xcuse for me to stay home more often but maybe i can have her convinced to let jr stay at kyles and have me stay at tinas just this one night.
oh the al;bertsons me,kacy,and amy always use to steal tripple cs and food and pacifiers wants to have an interview with me...i figured i wasnt going to get anywhere near the job so i applied in front of my mom after getting caught sneaking out and lil.did i kno now they want to talk and im unclean-i dont have enough time to buy detox and i already bought myself a roll and cant get refunds with a dealer and i only have 20 buck ,its 40 bucks for detox and i will pay a person 20 bucks to pee but it has to be a girl and has to be clean but whos going to do it for me=(and my mom wants me to talk to them today,im going to go hoochy in short shorts...i hope mom lets me..or ill say all the wrong things i wouldnt mind working there i can get a ride from ray soon his getting his car he gots the money he need ths permit and its close to his job cause he works in sweet tamatoes fountatins...but i need to get over that drug test,once i sober myself up starting tomm. cause i gotta find a way to sneak out and roll one last time i cant smoke for at least 5 months!!i gotta stay clean during my job and once i quit 3 months into it im going to look for a better place cause by then ill have expierence and wont mind drug testing.if theres anyone who can help...PLEASE I BEG OF THEE HAVE SYMPATHY!!!i really have slow donwn weed,havent smoked it alot and havent paid for it=(i wanna cry...oops cant go to mom...
oh yesturday after me and ray had sex i was real loud cause when i walk out with ray everyne clapped i almost dropped my cig and ray almost drop his cig too.and we had these big big smiles on us...and we were both very high-which im glad to say dosnt take alot for me to get high cause i havent smoked in awhile...and my shirt was inside out i didnt know that till tina pointed it out,damn i was real loud,cause it felt good and it seem it got tighter.lol.so it hurted a bit..but anyhow yeh good stuff indeed!!i need my ray fix again...maybe i am a nimpho like they say.lol.but i enjoy it with just him=)noone else=)my regaee sexpot*
but after i sober up its no weed but acid and rolls every now and then like lets say i roll today,tonight i wont for another two weeks and ill do acid next week...=)two hits!