acid.drama.happiness.freinds.=now bf!all in one weekend,one day!!
wtf?what kind of a weekend was this for me...good bad good bad good!
ok so it had to be one out of the three or there a whole team or something but it had to be kathy, bill, or rudy(the black guy that lives there) that stole rays one-hundred dollars.which really suxs cause no matter what he dosnt know who to belive and so he just lost 100 bucks because noones going to pay him back he works extra 50 hours for all his money he gets maybe two days off in a week or two and hes saving money for a car...i wish i can help sometimes to at least bring food in that house for them,or toilet paper or something!instead of just being a guest!but rudys kicked out anyhow...kathy does heroin,but if it wasnt her why would she run?and bill is probably the one who supplies it and rudy smokes crack.and all tina could think of while all this bullshit was going on was "does anyone have drugs"she fuckin asked rudy who neither one of us have ever talked to him before...she was already drunk and bared up.i hate bars.HATE bars!!!theres no point if they make you njot remeber,tired,stupid,slury,slow,annoying,curious i just hate them.there was alot going that at the time i said i wasnt going to do drugs anymore...but nvm that.sorry if i dissapointed anyone...but i am quiting weed one of my first addiction its not onlky cause i want a job and its holding me back from that but because it makes me tired now i see no point to it as much as acid and rolls.rolls are sooo happy and acid the next day makes you smart and open your mind and eyes.noone but the people in that house who tripped with me for the second time knows how i feel,what i think and how i see it all.*theres a reason for everything*turn to the next page*but it was cool,and happy to have lots of people there and just music and smoking cigarettes and everyone communicating.it was fun then later on they left and we smoked weed watching good burger.and not sleeping took a tool on me i kept seeing glowsticks on the wall,and swirlys and patterns...i didnt like it.in 3 days up to now counting ive slept maybe 12 to 15 hrs...on and off i wouldnt really consider it sleeping cause i was awaken almost every three or two hrs by people-.-people i love but i cant say no too,so in the long run im effected.lol.i should be sleeping now but i had to upgrade it.im going to quit smoking cigarettes,def dont need to get caught with that again.so ill only smoke when im rolling,and maybe sometimes after sex...=)katies is going to south carolina on wed. her bro isnt coming so she wants me to go wth her im nervous,i dont think my moms going to let me ive been going out,or what she says"having to much fun"-.-son of a bitch!!!and watch it probably be some bullshit about if you go for ten days you cant go out nomore for the rest of vacation.i need a job with no drug test for meantime im trying to stay clean...gotta go long enough i gotta try and get more sleep-.-zzzzzz*
ok so it had to be one out of the three or there a whole team or something but it had to be kathy, bill, or rudy(the black guy that lives there) that stole rays one-hundred dollars.which really suxs cause no matter what he dosnt know who to belive and so he just lost 100 bucks because noones going to pay him back he works extra 50 hours for all his money he gets maybe two days off in a week or two and hes saving money for a car...i wish i can help sometimes to at least bring food in that house for them,or toilet paper or something!instead of just being a guest!but rudys kicked out anyhow...kathy does heroin,but if it wasnt her why would she run?and bill is probably the one who supplies it and rudy smokes crack.and all tina could think of while all this bullshit was going on was "does anyone have drugs"she fuckin asked rudy who neither one of us have ever talked to him before...she was already drunk and bared up.i hate bars.HATE bars!!!theres no point if they make you njot remeber,tired,stupid,slury,slow,annoying,curious i just hate them.there was alot going that at the time i said i wasnt going to do drugs anymore...but nvm that.sorry if i dissapointed anyone...but i am quiting weed one of my first addiction its not onlky cause i want a job and its holding me back from that but because it makes me tired now i see no point to it as much as acid and rolls.rolls are sooo happy and acid the next day makes you smart and open your mind and eyes.noone but the people in that house who tripped with me for the second time knows how i feel,what i think and how i see it all.*theres a reason for everything*turn to the next page*but it was cool,and happy to have lots of people there and just music and smoking cigarettes and everyone communicating.it was fun then later on they left and we smoked weed watching good burger.and not sleeping took a tool on me i kept seeing glowsticks on the wall,and swirlys and patterns...i didnt like it.in 3 days up to now counting ive slept maybe 12 to 15 hrs...on and off i wouldnt really consider it sleeping cause i was awaken almost every three or two hrs by people-.-people i love but i cant say no too,so in the long run im effected.lol.i should be sleeping now but i had to upgrade it.im going to quit smoking cigarettes,def dont need to get caught with that again.so ill only smoke when im rolling,and maybe sometimes after sex...=)katies is going to south carolina on wed. her bro isnt coming so she wants me to go wth her im nervous,i dont think my moms going to let me ive been going out,or what she says"having to much fun"-.-son of a bitch!!!and watch it probably be some bullshit about if you go for ten days you cant go out nomore for the rest of vacation.i need a job with no drug test for meantime im trying to stay clean...gotta go long enough i gotta try and get more sleep-.-zzzzzz*