a visit to the hospital, a horrible friggen night.
Well, today was a fucking shit filled day. I got up early because i havent been sleeping well lately. Then watched the butterfly effect and cleaned my room. Then i sat around til 11 and got ready because i had to Babysit. Then i went to babysit til 4. After that i walked down to my nan's and we sat and had a talk. It turns out that they removed like half of my grandfathers large intestine. But in spite of that, he still has cancer. Apparently the doctors found more cancer in his pelvis but they cant simply operate on it or it will like cripple him. So now i believe he has to go into for Kemo and stuff. They're doing some tests tomorrow to find out if the cancer is active or not. We're all pray that its not active because if it is, its going to spred to his liver and then that means he only has 6 months. Scary? No, Petrifying.
Well, Its sort of funny though, I was really nervous about seeing him, i thought i was seriously going to cry when i was standing in the elevator going up. My stomache was in knots and i felt like i was going to throw up. When i walked into the room though, He had his hair all up and in a mowhawk. It really mad me laugh because i always put his hair like that, especially when hes drinking. And i think he did it just because he knew i was coming to see him. It was nice though because it broke a lot of the tention. He looked good thats the main thing.
When i got home, i come to find that my parents are playing cards. Someone took the computer chair and i went to get it, and i got a drink, while my mom got me another chair because they wouldnt give it back. They decided it was a good idea to sit there and talk about how lazy i was and how i dont do anything around they house, when i actually do everything! I dont get credit for anwything. But it just makes me made because they were tlaking about me like i wasnt even their.
Its just been a horrible day. I dont knoe where brad is but i would really like to talk to him right now, but unfortunately i dont knoe where he is and he probably wont remember to call me so ill just sit and think. Damn it, i need to get out of this house..
Well, Its sort of funny though, I was really nervous about seeing him, i thought i was seriously going to cry when i was standing in the elevator going up. My stomache was in knots and i felt like i was going to throw up. When i walked into the room though, He had his hair all up and in a mowhawk. It really mad me laugh because i always put his hair like that, especially when hes drinking. And i think he did it just because he knew i was coming to see him. It was nice though because it broke a lot of the tention. He looked good thats the main thing.
When i got home, i come to find that my parents are playing cards. Someone took the computer chair and i went to get it, and i got a drink, while my mom got me another chair because they wouldnt give it back. They decided it was a good idea to sit there and talk about how lazy i was and how i dont do anything around they house, when i actually do everything! I dont get credit for anwything. But it just makes me made because they were tlaking about me like i wasnt even their.
Its just been a horrible day. I dont knoe where brad is but i would really like to talk to him right now, but unfortunately i dont knoe where he is and he probably wont remember to call me so ill just sit and think. Damn it, i need to get out of this house..