**Don't Know What I Was Looking 4 When I Went Home...**
I found me alone.And sometimes I need to someone to say you'll be alright,what's on your mind. But the water's shallow here & i am full of fear & empty handed after 2 Looong years...
Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure. Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me & feelin free...Free to stand beside the ocean & moonlight, light myself a smoke beneathe the dark Atlantic sky...
.Drug Dealers.Skate Boarders.Tweakers.Hustlers.Sex Fiends.2 Faced Bitches.
.No Comfort.No Realness.
.Mouth Shut.Ears Open.
.All Nighters Sober..Most Not.
.Drunken Fucks.Passing Out.Cigarette Burns.Can't Sleep.Lust.
.2 Faced Sluts & 2 Faced Thugs. Some Don't, But Most do Drugs.
.Cigarettes.Money.Trucks.Cars.Parties.Blinging Stars.Stealing Cars.
.Boys who think they can Play Games. Girls Who Can.
.Pain.Game.Fame.It's All the Same.LAAAAME.
.Jail.Bail.Out Back In Sin.
.House to House.Mouth to Mouth.
.Brother to Brother.Get Down for Eachother.Get Down with Eachother.
.Look to Look.Crush to Crush.Fuck to Fuck.
.Love no Way...this is how we do in the VaLLey.
I didn't come to realize this. I came home for one reason & it's gone.
The Closest Thing to Perfect...but the FARTHEST thing from me...
I'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on. I'd love to be the friend you call when things are great.
I really deserve a chance to sit across the table & tell you that I think you're wonderdul, & I think you're something special.
Back home I always thought I wanted so much more, now I'm not too sure. Cause sometimes I miss knowing someone's there for me & feelin free...Free to stand beside the ocean & moonlight, light myself a smoke beneathe the dark Atlantic sky...
.Drug Dealers.Skate Boarders.Tweakers.Hustlers.Sex Fiends.2 Faced Bitches.
.No Comfort.No Realness.
.Mouth Shut.Ears Open.
.All Nighters Sober..Most Not.
.Drunken Fucks.Passing Out.Cigarette Burns.Can't Sleep.Lust.
.2 Faced Sluts & 2 Faced Thugs. Some Don't, But Most do Drugs.
.Cigarettes.Money.Trucks.Cars.Parties.Blinging Stars.Stealing Cars.
.Boys who think they can Play Games. Girls Who Can.
.Pain.Game.Fame.It's All the Same.LAAAAME.
.Jail.Bail.Out Back In Sin.
.House to House.Mouth to Mouth.
.Brother to Brother.Get Down for Eachother.Get Down with Eachother.
.Look to Look.Crush to Crush.Fuck to Fuck.
.Love no Way...this is how we do in the VaLLey.
I didn't come to realize this. I came home for one reason & it's gone.
The Closest Thing to Perfect...but the FARTHEST thing from me...
I'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on. I'd love to be the friend you call when things are great.
I really deserve a chance to sit across the table & tell you that I think you're wonderdul, & I think you're something special.