life sucks
have you ever had this burning thought in the back of your head that just won't go away? at first it's so vivid you can't ignore it, but after awhile it dies down but it still doesn't go away. and most days you're ok...but then you have those few days where it controls everything you do. you try so hard to block it out but it just won't go away. you've already tried everything to forget it but nothing seems to work. it all seems to magnify it. so you turn to other ways to helping you cope knowing that you're only delaying the enevitable....but you continue doing it b/c now it's become a habit.... when will it all just go away? when will you be ok again? when will you be able to look in the mirror and not see someone you hate? you have everything you need and want at your fingertips, but somehow you don't have that passion you once had. it seems little by little, day by day... that burning thought is decaying your happiness away.
you have a great job, great friends, and guy that adores you...but somehow there's something missing and you don't know what it is. is there a chance that in your life you've just been hurt so much by the ones closest to you that you've given up all hope? and that's why you feel so void?
you have a great job, great friends, and guy that adores you...but somehow there's something missing and you don't know what it is. is there a chance that in your life you've just been hurt so much by the ones closest to you that you've given up all hope? and that's why you feel so void?