what i hate the most

[passengerseat17]

I shouldn't ever want to see you again,
After all of the trouble you caused back then.

Maybe you don't realize what you did to me,
Maybe you don't care because that's how you wanted things to be.

Although, I don't understand why you want to see someone so upset,
Maybe you should have kept what happened forever a secret.

For everything that happened- I hate you,
and I hate how you do the things you do.

I hate having to see you every single day,
and I hate how you look at me with nothing to say.

I hate your stupid smile and the way you fix your hair,
I hate the way you walk and the way you just don't care.

I hate your goofy goatee and how cool you think you are,
I hate most things about you, especially your car.

I hate the way you act- pretending you dont know me,
I hate the way you think you're right and that's the way it should be.

I hate you- how you continually talk about that night,
and how you joke about it... feeling like it's alright.

But, I guess what I hate most is how all of this is untrue,
and how, somewhere in the middle of all this hate,

...I fell in love with you.