Apr 18, 2005 16:01
so i went on my date saturday night. it was so much fun. there were no awkward silence. we talked about everything. even our exes....i guess doug tried to tell him i was crazy..but what he doesn't understand is these guys are older and don't listen to bullshit....so whatever....
anyways...we went out to eat..then he came back to my place and we talked. i gave him a hug goodbye and he went home. then today i got a delivery at work.... a dozen red roses...and a card that said thinking of you. it was so sweet. i think it's the sweetest thing anyone's ever done for me.
cliff is an awesome guy. i want to go out with him more and get to know him. we seem to have alot in common and we want the same things.
after the date i got a little drunk..lol...trish and i went to the lani kai, we knew some people who were having a party...then we came back to the apartment and got drunk some more....lol
sunday i just hung out around the house. went driving around with mike, billy, and trish. that was pretty fun. mike has a system in his car and it vibrated my ear drums!! lol....
i'm so happy i decided to go out with cliff. i had a great time. it just goes to show you can get over anything if you put your mind to it. b/c i'm totally over doug. and i'm so happy it's all over. i realize a lot of things that i hated about him, that i never really wanted to admit b.c i loved him and wanted to be with him. there will still always be a part of me that loves him. he was my first love, but i will never want to be with him again.
i hope everyone had as good of a weekend as i did. :) call me if you want to hang out!!!