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[pass_the_waffle]

i just want to say.....

fuck you. (this is more then one person im saying this to)
fuck you, you dont appreciate what i do.
fuck you, you never gave me a chance.
fuck you, you never really cared.
fuck you, you dont realize what ive gone through.
fuck you, you dont appreciate me when im happy, and hate me when im upset.
fuck you, you never listen.
fuck you, you run for cover with things get bad and wont help.
fuck you, you quit when things get too hard for you.
fuck you, youve made me cry more than you will ever care to know.
fuck you, you made me have hope.
fuck you, you never liked me for me.
fuck you, you are never happy with me.
fuck you. just go fucking die you who i cant stand anymore.

i fucking give up on everything.
fuck im gonna move in with my dad. i. cant. do. this.
this is what you wanted right? its gonna happen.

the shock just set in.
im throwing up my pain, tears,
and the chance you never
gave me is being heaved along
with it. stomach acid grips
my throat and i dont know how
i keep breathing. but i do and
you dont care. you'd let me
die and not blink one fucking eye.

janie.