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everybody always says, i should do this and i should do that, no one ever follows through.
i should go to the gym.
i should clean my room.
i should save my money.
i shouldve went to math today.
i shouldnt care that gar has a past with other girls.
i should stop smoking weed.
i should get medical.
i should meet new friends.
i should go on a diet.
i should i should i should, but i wont.
everything irritates me. i have no friends anymore. NO FUCKING FRIENDS. my only friend lives in fucking new hampshire, and the other chicago. no one ever calls. is there something wrong? amy only calls when somethings convienent for her, same with andrew. amy only hangs out with pete, thats funny ive been dating gar for more then a year now and i make time for my fucking firends, go to school and i have a job. she goes to school ONE day a week, with no job. i think she can fucking make some time. i called out of work for no reason yesturday, only because i am LAZY. i am a lazy shit. i couldve very well went to math today, and taken my test. but no, since i feel a little sick i didnt go. i need to set my proirities striaght. i need to learn.
something just isnt right. i am not happy, not happy at all.
i should go to the gym.
i should clean my room.
i should save my money.
i shouldve went to math today.
i shouldnt care that gar has a past with other girls.
i should stop smoking weed.
i should get medical.
i should meet new friends.
i should go on a diet.
i should i should i should, but i wont.
everything irritates me. i have no friends anymore. NO FUCKING FRIENDS. my only friend lives in fucking new hampshire, and the other chicago. no one ever calls. is there something wrong? amy only calls when somethings convienent for her, same with andrew. amy only hangs out with pete, thats funny ive been dating gar for more then a year now and i make time for my fucking firends, go to school and i have a job. she goes to school ONE day a week, with no job. i think she can fucking make some time. i called out of work for no reason yesturday, only because i am LAZY. i am a lazy shit. i couldve very well went to math today, and taken my test. but no, since i feel a little sick i didnt go. i need to set my proirities striaght. i need to learn.
something just isnt right. i am not happy, not happy at all.