stutter shook and uptight.

[pass_the_pills]

 i ride in cars as the smoke fills up the inside. i listen to music that goes in through my ears and out through my mouth. i drink beers with minds i bearly know, and the minds i know for sure. i am jobless, uneducated and ready for anything simple. i galavant through old time memories and think about the new ones. i wonder where im going to be in 5 , 10 , or 20 years. i look forward to seeing a human being grow up. i am in love with a type of guy i didnt know existed until now. i have friends and we make mistakes and act like adolescents... and love every moment of it.
i think of old friends and wonder if it was anything real. i confuse reality with stupid shit i have hidden in the back of my mind. i wonder who the fuck i am at random times, and smile because i have absolutly no idea.

i dont want an obvious life.