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i like that people know what im talking about when i tell them things arent real.
i dont even want to go to prom anymore. its just extra stress that i dont need. but i feel like its a obligation, not a choice.
and we dont have a limo. i dont have a dress. a date would be a burden. i feel like im guna look gross, but i know ill end up going.
i dont feel like wathcing kids dance to the cotten eyed joe, or the macarina. and i dont feel like going 6 hours with out a cigarette, not that thats even a big deal, but still, i have a right to complain, i am a teenager after all, gotta cut me a little slack.
at least after prom will be fun. thats the only reason as to why im excited. but now all of the sudden they dont know if they want to go to seaside? im definatly, DEFINATLY not going to seaside. seaside wouldnt be real. me and my friends have bad, bad procrastonation problems.
prom isnt real either.