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sooo whats been going on lately....hmmm well i dont know if its true or not but apparently ryan has some new gurl hes going out with. if he is going out with her im really happy for him cuz he needs a gurlfriend,hes beginning to scare me into thinking hes gay...j/k...no but ne way he told me that he hooked up with this gurl kayla but im not sure if there going out or not...its funny...like i thought that if ryan ever got another girlfriend that i would be a jelous fool...but when he told me i wasnt jelous at all...in fact i was really happy for him.i think the reason i wasnt jelous is because i kno that me and ryan are just better off being friends...we both have our lil crushes but we both have each other as really good i friends.were kinda like stephen and l.c from laguna beach...see there best friends and so are me and ryan...yet l.c and stephen date other people but they still kiss and hug and hang out and soo do me and ry. ha thats funny!!!i just hope his gurlfriends arent like kristen (stephens g/f) and hate me other wise im gonna have to open up a can of munchkin woop ass!!!lol...ne way...i guess what im getting at is ry ur muh best buddy and i hope that we will always be that way...and i know we have our lil fights but that dosent mean i dont love nd care bout u...and as much as miranda hates too admit it she loves u too...and dont deny it miranda u kno u do...lol...ne way too all muh best friends i love u all but ryan u are muh best buddy and u always will...i just wish we could make out again...damn that was good!!!you are deff the best guy ive ever kissed!!!!no fucking joke!!! damn i miss thoz lips....hahahahaha...wow...later guyz....~*~jessica~*~ i remember when u used too be mine...but now if i ever had the opertunity i would do ne thing cuz muh heart still believes that u could be mine again...we could make that dream for real like way back when ....we could bring it back to life.