my im sorry too ryan
ryan im soo incredibly sorry for lieing too u...i really did loose it too tim that wasnt a lie...but i thought that after i told u i got to thinking that u may not want too be muh friend ne more and that scared me...i didnt know if u would still love me after what i did...u mean the world too me...u are muh best friend in the entire world i love u soo much and u have too understand this.i know ur mad at me about what i did and im sorry...i wish we could just forget i ever did or said ne thing.i want us too be friends for the rest of our lives and i cant lie too u and u cant lie too me ne more...i know u lie too me sometimes its not very often but u do.our friendship needs to based on truth and if we dont have truth we have nothing.we both need too start telling the truth too each other from now on...this is the first and only time i have ever lied too u and i promise that it will be muh last.i mad a mistake that i know have too live with for the rest of muh life and i need u too be muh friend and help me through it plzz...plzz forgive me ryan...if i was too ever lose u...i think i may kill muh self and if u think im kidding ur entirely wrong.ur muh best friend and i need u for the rest of muh life...i love u ryan...plzz give me another chance. i thought that if i lied bout me doin it with tim u would just brush it off and drop it...im sorry and i dont know how esle too say it.i just thought that if u knew i wasnt a virgin ne more u wouldnt love me ne more and u wouldnt want to be muh best friend ne more.im sorry for what i did i really really am...plzz give me another chance. love always and forever ur gurl for life...jessie