here...

[pass_in_violet]

this is very unfamiliar to me....to be working at a place where i know we will inevitably be shut down...and to have absolutely no motivation. i am not a half ass person and im certainly not a half ass worker.so to come to work and look around at the store slowly getting more bare, and to think "what the hell should i be doing?"..is just nuts.
i find myself surfing the net, and sitting looking out the window wondering where other people are headed to on this pretty day...and im just here, getting paid to breathe. its fucking boring. i'd rather have a project to work on, or have shipment to put out....but nope, no more of that. im not even excepting repairs anymore cuz i do not trust that my boss wont walk in and suddenly close us down before the date he claimed. whatever is still here i will be taking personally to each and every person because i know he would just throw their stuff in the garbage, so im trying to get other peoples repairs done and out of here.
today i closing at 4....i have done that the past 3 mondays because we have been so slow on mondays and its just a waste to stay open for nothing. two more hours to go.......

i have a few ideas in mind of what could be next....but i will wait to post about them.
i need a vacation...and soon enough will get one.

love to all.